. wish .

i wish ,

i wish ,

i wish ,

there is always wish in my words .

BUT

i don't know when it's gonna happen .

when is this thing gonna be real .

i wondered alone every night and day .

it seems to appeared real but it seems to be just a fantasy too .

i just want him to be mine .

just mine .

all alone .

i sit and cry , wondering what can i do .

proved ? haven't i proved it enough .

i'm not in rush .

bu i am just not convinced .

not now .

not all the time .

just sometimes .

i am scared and so do you .

but sometimes it worth a risk to try .

because the risk that makes it all happens .